So. It's Saturday evening. I can't bring myself to study and I've got really nothing to do. Which means, I'm finally coming around to do this before it gets way out of hand ;)





- Poker Games (Sawyer, Jack), PG, 556 words
Sawyer should have listened to his dad, for once. Won third place at lostfichallenge #59, You Win.

- In My Time of Dying (Boone, Jack), PG13
Basically, Do No Harm from Boone's POV. Won second place at lostfichallenge #61, write your favorite character.

- How Desmond Got His Blue Shirt (Charlie, Hurley, Desmond, Claire + Locke and Sawyer), PG13, 2500 words
Exactly what the title says. Crack-ish. Mentions Locke's underwear. Nominated for best humorous fic at lost_fic_awards, January 2008.

- It's a Wonderful Life (Sawer, Boone, ensamble), PG13, 7000+ words
Post-rescue AU. Sawyer is on the run and ponders what he has left to live for, except that someone unexpected helps him figure things out.

- Something You're Supposed to Do (Desmond), PG, 509 words
Desmond turns the failsafe key of the hatch.

- Good Readings (Desmond, Sawyer), PG13, 3200 words
Desmond really feels sorry for drinking Sawyer's scotch and wants to make up for it someway.

- Elective Affinities (Desmond, the blue shirt), PG, 550 words
Someone finds her missing half and it's a hell less complicated than triangles. 100% crack.

- I Ain't Got No Home (Sawyer, Jack, ensemble), PG13, 5300+ words
AU. Sawyer is a rambling musician during the Dust Bowl. Won best AU at lost_fic_awards, January 2008.

- No Rewards Given (Danny Pickett, Kate), PG13, 1971 words
Why does Pickett hate Sawyer so much?

- One You Name Dumb Stars With (Karl, implied Karl/Alex, sort of Sawyer), PG, 200 words
Karl names two stars.

- The Halls of Craphole Heaven (Charlie, Boone, Shannon, Tom, all the dead people), PG13, 4000+ words
Charlie wakes up in Craphole Heaven. Chaos happens, Tom appears and the boss is very pretty. 100% crack. Won best humorous fic at lost_fic_awards, February 2008.

- Make Your Own Kind of Music (Desmond), PG13, 3500+ words
The first time Desmond heard Mozart’s music, it was at his first job with the Royal Shakespeare Company.

- Heartache Spoken Here (Karl, Sawyer, implied Karl/Alex), PG13, 4000+ words
Life goes on on the island after the Six are rescued. And Karl has some quite insane ideas.

- Ends and Means (Desmond, Boone), PG13, 3500+ words
What happens when Desmond finds out the reason for which Locke had been pounding on the hatch door saving his life?

- A Sort of Intuition (Desmond, Sayid), PG, 1399 words
Desmond has always had a sort of gift for reading people; he knows that it really doesn’t show in this circumstance, but there’s a sort of intuition, a sixth sense maybe, telling him that the man in front of him is someone he can trust. [Set during The Constant]

- Fear in a Handful of Dust (Desmond, Kelvin), PG13, 1200 words
Kelvin’s shadow looks increasingly dark against the pale gold of the rock, small clouds of dust rise under his feet and intoxicate him, sort of, but he doesn’t cough. He can’t cough, not until he finds out why is Kelvin here and why he has lied to him all this time.

- Our Mutual Friends (Desmond, Sayid), PG13, a hell lot of words
What happened after Frank left and before Desmond woke up the morning after? [Set between The Constant and Ji Yeon]

- Fever Pitch (Desmond, pre-Des/Penny), PG, 767 words
We dated for six years, and the closest you came to a religious experience was Celtic winning the Cup.

- Time Is a Face in the Sky (Desmond, Sayid, some Sawyer), PG13, around 2000 words
Desmond comes closer and his hand is on Sayid’s shoulder. Nothing more than that and he doesn’t say a thing, but Sayid doesn’t really need anything to be said right now; warmth floods through him and he closes his eyes, nodding, silently thankful. The only noise he can hear is the crashing of the waves against the freighter; he doesn’t know that he’s going to remember it as his last peaceful moment before everything came crashing down.

- Good to See You Again (Sawyer, Hurley), PG13, 576 words
When he says that it’s good to see him, too, he means it, he really means it.

- The A-Team of Craphole Island (Charlie, Jack, Sawyer, Sayid), PG13, 584 words
Jack, Sawyer and Sayid, they are the sodding A-Team, the three of them. He can see it as clearly as he has never seen anything since the crash.

- I Tried to Tell Everybody But I Couldn't Get My Thing Across (Desmond), PG13, 608 words
You can’t move, watching them leave; guilt rips through every inch of your body and you can’t even bring yourself to cry because something is telling you that you’d be an hypocrite, if you did.

- That's How It Goes Down Here Below (Sawyer, Desmond, Charlie, Michael, Bernard etc.), PG13, indecent amount of words
Five unlikely people gather for a poker game. Based on a scene from elliotsmelliot's Drowning Your Sorrows By Land and By Sea.

- The Devil's Right Hand (Danielle, Kate, Sawyer, Boone, Charlie, Shannon, Michael, Locke, Jack, Juliet, Sayid), PG13, 1100 words
Eleven guns-related drabbles.

- What'll You Do Now, My Blue-eyed Son? (Boone, some Shannon and Charlie), PG13, 5700 words
Boone goes to marches. Yes, it's mostly about that.

- Emergency Contact (Cassidy, Helen), PG, 2432 words
Cassidy meets Helen at a victims of Flight 815 commemoration. Won third place at lostfichallenge #71, unfinished business.

- I'm Headed Nowhere But Downhill (Hurley, Sayid, Kate, Jack), PG13, 400 words
Jack isn't the only one with Oxycodone related issues.

- Your Own Personal Jesus (or five times Desmond was one) (Desmond + Locke, Sawyer, Charlie, Penny and Sayid), 3106 words
Exactly what the title says.

- Sitting in a Diner on a Friday Afternoon (Jack, Desmond), PG, 2060 words
Jack and Desmond have a drink post-island.

- Far from the Twisted Reach of Crazy Sorrow (Desmond, Sawyer, sort of Charlie), PG, 2807 words
When everyone is gone, when everything is over and when they know they won’t ever be found again because the island is not there anymore, when Claire is still gone and Ben has disappeared into the Orchid, they set up a cross.

- Where The Wild Roses Grow (Locke, Boone), PG13, 2120 words
“Well, John, maybe he didn’t tell you the specifics, but he didn’t lie. You are back.”

- Darkness on the Edge of Town (Sawyer), PG13, 997 words
The interesting bit of the expression is not the darkness, it’s the edge of town. It implies that there’s a town, a divided one; in the center, you have the light, the honest jobs he never even tried to take, the honest life he never pretended to live, the expensive clothes he never bought for a perfect wife he never had.

- On Keeping Secrets (Sun, Boone), PG13, 1255 words
He had assured Sun that he knew how to keep a secret. He definitely did. She thought that maybe he was good at keeping it from the others but not as good at not showing it, since everyone was more or less gossiping about what Sun believed the secret to be, but well, it wasn’t really anything concerning Boone himself, anyway.

- I Don't Need the Same (Boone, Shannon), PG13, 550 words
It takes dying to make them realize that maybe they had it all wrong all along and maybe two hours to realize that what hasn’t worked when they were alive won’t work now that they aren’t.

- Laying It Down, (Jack, Sawyer) PG13, 550 words
Jack takes the deck of cards out of his pocket, putting it over a pile of books standing next. “I thought that maybe you’d like a re-match.”

- Way Down In The Hole (Desmond), light R, 3835 words
4, 8, 15, 16, 23, 42, execute, 108.

- International House of Pancakes (Hurley, Sawyer), PG13, 1380 words
Sawyer and Hurley have breakfast together.

- And I'm Fractured From the Fall (Boone), PG13, 1830 words
As soon as he hears Theresa’s scream and the dull thud that followed the noise of her fall on the steps which he heard all the way up, he feels something shatter inside him.

- My Darling Clementine (Sawyer, Clementine, Walt), PG13, 2530 words
“Well, I know your dad because I was in the same plane crash.”

- Inside, I Was Screaming (or how Benjamin Linus watched Titanic) (Ben, Alex, some Richard), PG13, 4200 words
As Ben sits on the left side of sofa after pushing the VHS delicately into the video recorder and pushes the play button on the remote control, while Alex sits on the right side, rubbing her hands with an expression of pure glee on her face, there’s only one thought clear in his head: this is all Richard’s fault and he’s going to pay for this.

- Ghosts Get Bored, Too (Hurley, Boone), PG, 770 words
“Yeah, so this is like, the proof I’m still hallucinating. Dude, you talk like Charlie. I’m just making you up.”

- The Essential Rescue Mission (the blue shirt, Boone, Charlie, Tom, Desmond and Sayid), PG, 1973 words, utter crack
The blue shirt has been quietly living in her maple wood closet filled with lavender scent when she receives an unexpected visit.

- Disadvantages Occurring When You Start Naming Too Many Stars (Karl, who has sort of a crush on Sawyer), PG13, 517 words
Karl is also sure he looks like an idiot whenever he’s around him. The worst thing is that Alex kind of joked about it once and said he didn’t have bad taste.

- The Man In Black Fled Across The Desert (Sawyer), PG, 319 words
Sawyer doesn’t like Stephen King. Correction: Sawyer hates Stephen King.

- Someone Wants To See You (Jack; Ana, Shannon, Charlie, Christian, Boone with some very platonic Jack/Boone thrown in), PG13, 1301 words
When he will open his eyes again, he will be on the island still, but it'll be... different. It'll be the same but the sun will be shining up in the sky, the sound of the waves will be soothing, the jungle won't look much dangerous anymore.

- Anger At Lies Lasts Forever (dead!Boone, Locke), PG13, 1070 words
The point is that words can indeed kill; and putting together a sentence that can kill you even if you’re already dead is pretty remarkable.

- Jughead, Or How I Learned To Stop Worrying And Love The Bomb (Daniel), PG13, 3375 words
Him, Charlotte, a Dharma house and an atomic bomb; well, this is not exactly how he had predicted this story was going to unfold. Not to end; it still isn’t over by a very, very long shot.

- On Two Different Sides (Boone, the Oceanic Six), PG13, 700 words
: He wishes Sun hadn’t been there; he wishes he could do something; he wishes Aaron wasn't born when he was born; he wishes he understood her; he wishes he could resent Sayid; he wishes he had died when the beechcraft fell.

- Annunciation (Ben, dead!Boone), PG, 728 words
Ben figures this guy is just your usual arts student whom you always meet in the Tate gallery and turns his attention back on the painting, feeling his cell phone in his pocket. The call should arrive any second.

- Empty-Handed Heart (Boone), PG, 316 words
As he leaves Shannon behind, he realizes that he has been deliberately mean to her and that he had hoped she suffered at least one tenth as much as he had. This isn’t like him.

- Unstuck (Daniel, Desmond), PG, 788 words
Desmond is like some incredibly bright star against a dull, dark sky, an isolated system that doesn’t interact with its surroundings and transcends the blasted Minkowski spacetime where time only has a single dimension.

- Oxycontin Blues (Jack), PG13, 443 words
Jack's idea of a perfect evening, when it comes into practice, is usually spent on his mattress in his living room, with a bottle of cheap brandy on his right side, a flacon of Oxycontin on his left and Kurt Cobain for company.

- Devils And Dust (Sayid), PG, 610 words
Sayid never felt more aware of every wrong choice he made his whole life; the time he spent trying to be a decent person or a good man or at least not someone who harms innocent people looks like a pitiful loss of time.

- Lessons (Juliet), PG, 661 words
ee, the thing is that Juliet is nobody’s fool when it comes to other people trying either to make a fool out of her or fool her into doing something. Or at least, after being burned more than once, she doesn't think she be tricked anymore.

- Pain d'epiches (Sayid, Penny), PG, 692 words
Gingerbread was Nadia's favorite.

- Faults (Michael), PG, 525 words
See, the problem is that if Michael ever had a flaw (fine; he has more than one, but let's say his worst flaw), it's that he loses temper.



- The Queer Con (Desmond/Sawyer), PG13, 4876 words
Desmond is running low on his money and gets an unexpected way out. Won for best fic with an unusual pairing at lost_fic_awards, November 2008.

- I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For (Desmond/Sawyer), Nc17, 3345 words
Sequel to The Queer Con. Desmond calls Sawyer back and accepts an invitation.

- Living in the Future (Sawyer/Sayid), PG13, 4400+ words
Three years after the rescue, Sayid receives a call.

- Mr. Bad Example (Anthony Cooper/Christian Shephard), PG13, 2052 words
Cooper didn't sure think he'd end up sleeping with the husband of the woman he conned the day before.

- With Every Wish (There Comes a Curse), (Jack/Sawyer), R, 6000+ words
He hears a preacher in some street shouting that you should never wish for something, because with every wish there comes a curse. But Sawyer was never one to listen to preachers.

- Stay Out of It (Sawyer/Boone), Nc17, 1900 words
It's about someone else for the both of them, but maybe not.

- Ain't No Natural Con (Kate/Cassidy), R, 413 words
Cassidy had meant only to buy some food, not to run into Kate of everyone. Though the thing that surprised her most was probably the blond baby in the trolley.

- A Theory Is Not a Matter of Fact (Desmond/Daniel), Nc17, 2240 words
What's in Desmond's eyes, it’s calm; but there’s something underneath it, like the quiet before the storm or, better, a seemingly quiet river which is going burst and flood at any moment. Dan isn’t so sure that the banks are going to hold from long and thinks that well, he definitely doesn’t understand people and Desmond Hume most of all. Nominated for best Nc17 slash fic at lost_fic_awards, March 2008.

- Can't Get it Out of my Head (Jack/Boone), R, 700 words
Every adjective you could use to describe a drug, Jack thinks, you could use to describe Boone, too.

- Dead but Also Here (Boone/Charlie), R, indecent amount of words
Since he woke up on that sort of other side, Charlie had asked others, but no one was able to describe their state, or whatever it can be called, like Boone did. “We’re dead, he had said, “ but we’re also here”.

- Gallons of Rubbing Alcohol Flow Through The Strip (Jack/Sayid), R, 4700 words
He never drives. Sayid insists and Jack doesn’t really care for driving right now. They don’t have a destination; the important thing is never to stay in one place for more than two days. Jack doesn’t know why exactly. Sayid had told him that they were being chased, or something like that. Maybe he had also told him who was chasing them, but Jack can’t remember it. There are a lot of things he can’t remember, these days.

- All the Right Kinds of Wrong (Sawyer/Boone), R, 842 words
For how much Sawyer’s skin is hot against his when they come in contact, for how much he shivers when Sawyer’s teeth bite lightly his shoulder, for how firm but strangely gentle is the hold on his hips, he can’t help thinking that this is a risk, and not a light one.

- A Weak Man Has Doubts Before a Decision, a Strong Man Afterwards (Jack/Boone), PG13, 4131 words
Jack doesn't let Boone go.

- You're Still Standing There (Desmond/Sayid), R, 4100 words
He knows that it would take nothing for Desmond to go on the shore and take that swim. He knows that if he did, the earth would tremble and shake, that everything would probably set on fire, that he could see the ocean waves from the porch of that house, that those walls would crumble upon him in piles of dust as all the rest would.

- Craphole Island’s Very First Open Shirt Seminar (Desmond/Sayid, Jack/Sawyer, Sun/Jin, Charlie/Claire, Juliet/Kate), PG13, 4800 words
Desmond holds a seminar on the subject he's most proficient in. 100% Crack, of course. Nominated for best humorous fic at lost_fic_awards, May 2008.

- Miracle Drug (Desmond/Charlie), R, 3601 words
If he only could take a trip inside Desmond’s head the way he went on another kind of trips once, he thinks. But Charlie would need a miracle drug for it and he isn’t so sure that such a thing exists. Nominated for best slash fic at lost_fic_awards, May 2008.

- Leaving All of Love's Ashes Behind (Sawyer/Boone), R, 858 words
They lower the corpse six feet under in the grave that Sawyer contributed to dig because he felt like he should have been there at least and he finally gets it, and it hits. It hits hard. Nominated for best slash fic at lost_fic_awards, May 2008.

- Transcendental Blues (Jack/Sayid), PG13, 2185 words
Only the appearances differ, but the truth is that underneath all of them except Sun are there under the shadow of what Jack calls transcendental blues. Jack doesn’t hide from it and Sayid can only respect him for that. Surely more than he respects himself.

- The Infamous Pen Business (Boone/Charlie), PG13, 4130 words
Boone really, really hates pens. Nominated for best slash fic at lost_fic_awards, June 2008.

- Night Vision (Sawyer/Sayid), R, 4840 words
The important thing is that Sawyer always says that he’s doing alright, really doing alright, and that he shouldn’t be ashamed of it. Sayid still wants to think he isn’t real and that everything he says is what his subconscious needs to hear. Admitting that what Sawyer does is what his subconscious wants is a whole lot more difficult. Nominated for best slash fic at lost_fic_awards, June 2008.

- The Ground Beneath His Feet (Jack/Sawyer), PG, 1000 words
Sawyer doesn’t ask him anything; why is he alone, are the others coming too, where are they in case they are alive, how and from where did he swim up here.

- Soothe the burn (Jack/Boone), R, 3375 words
It isn’t really a surprise when Boone appears one day when Jack is really drunk; he was the only one missing after all and it’s just fitting that he’s the last. The first and the last, how damn ironic. Nominated for best slash fic at lost_fic_awards, June 2008.

- Rear Window (Desmond/Sayid), NC17 or sort of, 1200 words
The visions in the Further Instructions airport are usually showing reality, right?

- Moments Have You (Jack/Sawyer), light NC17, 1300 words
Sawyer had been the one to buy the new sheets. Double-face sheets, white on one side and black on the other, of a nice, soft cotton.

- Mother In Law (Jack/Sawyer, Margo Shephard), PG13, 4000 words
He waits for the small nod he’s sure will come, then turns back and presses his head against the seat before starting up again, trying to remember how exactly has he ended in this fucked up situation, driving Jack’s mom to an employment agency for the last three days. Because right now it seems just surreal, too surreal for him to believe it’s actually happening.

- Like Bad Ideas on a Beautiful Day (Sayid/Boone), light R, 550 words
They have that half of a lash out because he told the truth when he was asked. Sayid and Shannon, who else. Every other day, he would have searched for her. This one, he searches for him.

- All Apologies (Sawyer/Boone), light R, 550 words
And for how much of an asshole Sawyer could be, the last thing Boone wanted was having him tortured of anything.

- The Art of Un-Living (Boone/Charlie, sort of), PG13, 550 words
This fact that between them, there’s really no difference because from dead to dead, it feels like they were still alive should make him unsettled, but at this point it really doesn’t.

- Perfect (Jack/Boone), light R, 500 words
His lips slightly turn up into a small smile when he closes his eyes and everything he feels is the beating of Jack’s heart and the feeling of Jack’s warm skin against his chest. Nominated for best Slash Fic at lost_fic_awards, July 2008.

- See You In Another Life (or five times Jack and Desmond kissed) (Jack/Desmond), light R, 1000 words
What the title says.

- In Repair (very platonic Desmond/Sayid), PG13, 2400 words
He doesn’t wait for permission and sits next to Sayid on the couch, placing the ice cream bowl in front of him on the small table; he almost wants to laugh when Sayid turns his head and looks at him with a completely surprised expression that Desmond didn’t even think him capable of doing. Sayid didn’t seem one that could get surprised by many things, after all.

- Breaking Into Society (Sawyer/Sayid), NC17, 2380 words
Sawyer and Sayid meet in New Mexico before the crash.

- What A Dream I Had (Jack/Boone), NC17, 3500 words
Then he survived the accident with a slight limp and a couple of ugly scars in places that could not be seen if he wore clothes and everything changed.

- Return of the Grievous Angel (Sawyer/Sayid), R, 3400 words, wing!fic
What’s more astonishing isn’t the fact that Sawyer actually grew wings. It’s that Sayid is the only one that can touch them.

- A Current Under Sea (faint Jack/Boone), PG13, 963 words
He doesn’t really feel it when a stronger wave comes upon him and makes him lose all of his balance. Suddenly, he feels salt in his mouth and in his eyes and he has to stop swimming, struggling to catch a breath.

- Shades Of Gray (Desmond/Sayid), PG13, 1250 words
He had his certainty, that there wasn’t anything outside black or white; now Desmond is trying to take it away from him and he can’t have it. Not really. He can’t afford to think in shades of gray just right now.

- Man of Constant Sorrow (Jack/Boone), R, 1200 words ca
Then the host asks if he’ll accept questions from the public, he says yes; then she asks if he can share with us some information about the three people that survived at first and then didn’t? and he says just one.

- And He Left My Heart With Vertigo (Boone/Charlie), NC17, 4200 words
This groupie is a he and usually he-groupies choose Liam. Not him. When there are any he-groupies at all. In his head, Charlie has been calling this bloke His Prettiness since he set eyes on him backstage.

- Whirl Away (Desmond/Sayid), NC17, 647 words
He isn't doing this just because he's so desperate that he'll take any kind of comfort that brings his mind away from the real world, but also because they have been sharing the cabin for a week and Sayid has barely given a sign of acknowledging he's here at all.

- And So It Will Go (Desmond/Daniel), PG, 946 words
Daniel will come closer, too close maybe even if Desmond won’t exactly mind it. He will ask, “Will you finally tell me, brother?”, and Daniel will nod and come even closer and breathe over his lips, merely more than a whisper but clear and only for Desmond to hear, “You have to go back.”. Won second place at lostfichallenge #85, predictions; nominated for best Au fic at lost_fic_awards, January 2009.

- Of Ruined Weekends (Boone/Kevin), NC17, 1494 words
Boone has to bail Shannon out of prison while she's in Miami. Guess who's the officer in charge?

- I Give You My All (Jack/Boone), hard R, 1221 words
He had been too worried trying not to say anything stupid when Charlie had started playing somewhere over there and suddenly there was music; he and Jack had shared the last small bottle left and then before he knew it one of them had decided they should go and dance.

- The Everlasting Yes And No (Jack/Boone), PG13, 446 words
It's ironic, how you always answered no when he asked you a question about... well, about whatever it was between the both of you and how he always answered no when you were the one asking.

- What Works Best (Jack/Boone), PG13, 747 words
Any other time he might have burst out laughing because seriously, a pen can't work better than another, especially when you don't need one.

- And We Stood At World's End (Jack/Boone), PG13, 2269 words
Blue eyes look straight at him from the hospital bed, wide and watery and a pair of soft, pink lips parts a couple of times. His face is covered in blood, his leg too, he’s wearing the same clothes he wore that day and a couple of nurses are trying to put pressure over the wound. Jack stops dead in his tracks, not believing what he sees. Nominated for best AU fic at lost_fic_awards, January 2009; won second place at lostfichallenge #86, hopes and fears.

- Nothing Left To Lose (Desmond/Sayid), NC17, 515 words
He lets Sayid do anything he wants because it's not like it even matters anymore.

- It's Regret For The Things We Didn't Do That's Inconsolable (Desmond/Sayid), PG13, 470 words
Regrets eat you alive.

- What Is And What Shouldn't Be (Desmond/Sayid), NC17, 1087 words
Sayid is aware of Desmond slowly undressing him, taking off every item slowly and carefully; he’s aware of cold fingers trailing across his chest, over his hips, across his legs, feathery touches that are amplified by his lack of vision and which are making him tremble and shiver all over, unable to help it.

- A Nice Arrangement (Daniel/Miles), PG13, 702 words
Miles decided that he had done the wrong thing accepting to be on that ship one hour after they left.

- Of Course I Don't Believe You're Dead, And Gone (Jack/Boone), NC17, 4400 words
Jack is going crazy, he knows he is, because he’s standing in front of a counter in a fucking butcher shop, with a coffin a few feet behind him, drinking the words of a person who died under his hands three years ago just because he’s saying everything he needs to hear.

- Not What It Seems (Sawyer/Boone), NC17, 677 words
Contrary to appearances, Boone Carlyle does not fuck like a girl. Hell, no.

- Such A Tease (Boone/Charlie), NC17, 1005 words
While he can get someone being annoyed, Charlie is being a pain instead of cooperating here and no, the fact that it's Charlie's back being pushed on the blanket full of holes doesn't mean that he's going to justify him much longer just because of that.

- A Dream Awaits In Aisle Number Two (Jack/Boone), NC17, 7225 words
Jack starts buying groceries in Sarah's place; Boone is the new assistant at the supermarket he goes to.

- Beatles, Thackeray and the fragile concept of utopia (Desmond/Charlie), PG, 529 words
In this very moment, Charlie’s world is nothing short of a fragment of a very comfortable utopia (fragment because he’s not that naïve and he knows that utopia is, sadly, a concept that rarely lasts); the bed is wide, the sheets were changed this morning and are clean and crispy (not to mention, it’s also his favorite set, the yellow one), the spring night isn’t chilly nor too hot, the radio on his night stand (the volume is low, of course) is passing Hey Jude and his arms are firmly wrapped around Desmond’s waist.

- What If It Was True? (Jack/Boone), PG, 2802 words
He takes all the information in, breathes out, shakes his head and says that at least he’s alive. His throat hurts as he speaks, but Jack nods and Boone can’t help thinking he seems relieved.

- The Last Two Hours (Jack/Sayid), NC17, 1069 words
Jack doesn’t really know why he’s doing this and if he isn’t getting everything wrong, but hell, it’s the last two hours of their lives. Right?

- Pretty Sights (Shannon/Juliet), NC17, 1927 words
“I’m glad I died in my own clothes. That jumpsuit? The more time I look at it the more I’d just want to take it off.”

- Your Ex-Lover Is Dead (Desmond/Sayid), R, 1694 words
Sayid still looks at him, his stare meaning nothing and everything; Desmond doesn’t know what he should do, maybe say strange to see you again, maybe let him go, but he doesn’t want to.

- Inside A Break (Jack/Sawyer), R, 1153 words
He can’t even breathe and Sawyer’s grip is so hard that it hurts, it really fucking hurts, but he just holds back and doesn’t blink when Sawyer whispers I hate you in his ear.

- And Your Memory Cannot Keep Me Warm But It Never Leaves Me Cold (Jack/Boone), NC17, 6165 words
Daniel's plan worked and Jack remembers everything. Boone doesn't.



- Not Good Enough for My Baby (Boone, Boone/Shannon), PG13, 770 words
What's going on in Boone's head when he offers Shannon chocolate after the crash.

- Extremely Far and Incredibly Close (Desmond/Penny), PG, 1468 words
Everything is fractured, like pieces of a broken mirror; Desmond can see a thousand different reflections of himself in every scattered glass, but he can’t place the mirror back together and he knows that if he doesn’t do it now, he’s not going to do it again. [Set during The Constant]

- Come As You Are (Jack/Juliet), PG, 2900 words
You don’t understand why and how you ended here in the first place; the only thing you can be sure of is that hers is some of the worst cooking you ever tasted in your life, but strangely, you find it comforting. Because it’s the proof that she isn’t just as perfect as she seems and that her facade is just as fake as you thought.

- It's Been a Long Time Coming (Desmond/Penny), PG13, 4000 words
The three years just passed have been the lowest point of her life and at the worst, she was sure that Desmond was dead. Sincerely, knowing that he is alive is much better than she could have hoped. She’s still in time to kick some sense into his head, as their seemingly mutual friend James Ford said, if he’s alive. She isn’t surprised anymore, nothing could surprise her right now and whatever happens, Penny is sure to be able to take it. Nominated for best het fic at lost_fic_awards, March 2008.

- Sentimental Journey (Boone/Shannon), PG13, 450 words
The point is that since he met her, there really wasn’t a way out. He was stuck with her. Maybe she wasn’t with him, but he doubts it.

- Wedding Day (Sarah, Kate, Jack/Juliet), PG13, 3736 words
They look so happy and pleased with each other that Kate can’t refrain from thinking about her own wedding and a sudden feeling of sadness rushes all over her. Because she knows that if she had caught the ball when it was in her court, it may have been her on that aisle.

- Solitude Standing (Jack/Juliet), PG, 1908 words
Six months after a submarine took her away from home and to another place she came to hate with all of herself, she realized that it was either living by three rules and sticking to them or renounce definitely to the idea of going back.

- Waiting On a Sunny Day (Sayid/Nadia), R, 2175 words
Then their lips meet halfway, like they both knew it was going to happen and nothing had to be said and Nadia’s heart skips another beat when she thinks that it’s their first kiss.

- Days Aren't Long Enough (Desmond/Penny), R, 1600 words
The week on Penny's boat before the Oceanic Six leave. Won for best het fic at lost_fic_awards, May 2008.

- Repetition Does Not Transform a Lie Into a Truth (Boone/Shannon), PG13, 540 words
What’s most pathetic, is that Boone died believing all the crap she had always told him, or so she figures.

- Calypso (sort of Desmond/Claire), light R, 2190 words
Every Odysseus has a Penelope and a Calypso, even if the story isn't always the same one.

- As I Sat by Her Side (Sayid/Shannon), PG, 550 words
Sayid doesn’t know why he’s so sure that the bracelet, half buried in white sand, was Boone’s.

- Somewhere Along the Line I Slipped off Track (Jack/Shannon), 1000 words
The only thing he says is that he’s sorry; it’s the only thing she says, too.

- Hallelujah (Sawyer/Juliet), R, 1700 words
The fourth, the firth, the minor fall and the major lift. It’s translated for piano, but it’s pretty much the same. Not so secret chord, and Sawyer figures it wouldn’t please God that much.

- Meet Me At The Wrecking Ball (Kate/Sayid), R, 2600 words
Kate has to wonder for a second about how funny is this; his suit, hair and smile are just as fake as her elegant silk dress, nice combing and smile are and as their dinner in a five star restaurant will be.

- Things To Do in Craphole Island When You See Dead People (Miles/Shannon), PG13, 2800 words
What luck. The hottest chick ever seen in his life and she has to be dead.

- Room Without Love (Charlie/Claire), PG13, around 2000 words
It’s not fun, when you find out how much you really love someone just when they’re gone.

- There's A Distance I Can't Close (Boone/Nicole), PG13, 1345 words
From then on, Nicole had known that even if he tried his hardest to convince himself otherwise, Boone didn’t really need her; he wanted to need her, so badly that she couldn’t bring herself to call everything off.

- Torment And Delight of My Heart (Juliet, Jack/Juliet), PG13, around 4000 words
Looking at Goodwin for a second as he passes in front of her house, heading to his, while Juliet is trying to find the exact balance in mixing the ingredients for the muffins she’s about to bake, is all it takes to make her realize how much this place has changed her. Won third place at lostfichallenge #84, a different point of view.

- Here I Go And I Don't Know Why (Boone/Claire), R, 749 words
It starts the day when he apologizes to her for the water. He’s really sorry and absolutely ashamed and the way Arzt looks at him when he says he’s sorry surely doesn’t make things easier.

- Revenge Is A Kind Of Wild Justice (Boone/Shannon), R, 580 words
She wants him to hate her because it’s not fair that she needs to hate him and and he just doesn’t get it. She needs someone to have her revenge on and since she won’t ever get any on Sabrina, it’s got to be him. Even if he doesn’t really have much of a fault.

- Missing Connection (faint Charlotte/Richard, implied Charlotte/Daniel), PG, 301 words
She can’t remember the last time she saw him, or why she knows him at all; she just feels like she does recognize him. From where, that’s not for her to say just now.

- Blame It On A Simple Twist Of Fate (Boone/Juliet), hard R, 9320 words
She had needed someone to make her feel special and not second-best, without any other purpose behind it; he had been that someone realizing it before she did herself. He needs someone to put him there once and he probably doesn’t think he’s worth the effort; well, fine. She can do it. Won for best fic with an unusual pairing at lost_fic_awards, March 2009.

- You'll Be A Lover In My Bed And A Gun To My Head (Jack/Juliet), PG13, 3176 words
uliet becomes metaphorically a lover in his bed and literally a gun to his head. She’s a gun to his head because he cares and she knows and they all know and so much for trying to stay detached and clear of weak points. And she’s a lover in his bed but isn’t at the same time because sure as hell they never even kissed and if he thinks about Kate it still hurts all over.

- Hunger Strike (Jack/Juliet), PG, 329 words
Jack’s lips are thin and forceful upon hers, the opposite of that first time which was also the last until a minute ago; he kisses her like he’s starving for it and she can’t not meet it, not when she has hoped for this for… three or thirty years. Doesn’t matter.

- The Week Before Moving Day (Jack/Juliet), PG, 339 words
She gives a good tip to both the workers who brought the bed up to the sixth floor; when it’s set, even if bare of everything except the mattress, she looks at it fondly, as it stands alone in what will be their bedroom in a short while.

- Eighteen-Hour Drive (Jack/Juliet), PG, 505 words
I wanted to ask you to take the rest of the day off and go with me to Seattle.



- Point Blank (sorta Jack/Kate/Sawyer), R, 2781 words
Kate understood that she shot them both point blank in the back and she didn’t deserve either of them. But hell, Kate had already killed once for real and she could bear it.

- Four Times in Which Truth wasn't the Best Policy (And One in Which It Was) (Locke, Boone | Sun/Jin | Jack/Sawyer | Sayid, Juliet | Desmond, Charlie), PG13, 1000 words
Four canon moments which could have gone differently if someone had been more honest and one which is totally made up but could have happened.

- Are Birds Free from the Chains of the Skyway? [Sawyer/Juliet/Desmond], R, 2300 words ca
Sawyer knows that for Desmond and Juliet this island is nothing short than a prison. He understands them; he knows what it feels like.

- Networking (Charlie/Desmond, Jack/Sawyer, Jack/Sawyer/Sayid of sorts), PG13, 2750 words
Claire invites Charlie to a chatroom with the rest of the survivors. Absolute and utter crack. Nominated for best Humorous fic at lost_fic_awards, July 2008.

- Tunnel of Love (Desmond/Penny, Sun/Jin, Charlie/Claire, Sayid/Nadia, sort of Jack/Sawyer), PG13, 1300 words
Desmond suddenly finds that he can’t wait. His hand goes to her shoulder, awakening her. There’s only one thing he can say, as soon as he speaks, not letting her speak first. Nominated for best AU fic at lost_fic_awards, July 2008.

- Come Fly With Me (Desmond/Sayid, pre-Jack/Boone and Charlie/Claire, sort of Sawyer/Kate), NC17, 5900 words
Desmond and Sayid are pilots for Constant Airlines, owned by Hurley, and fly a plane where cookies baked by Claire are served; Juliet, Boone and Shannon are flight attendants, Richard owns the rival company Maybelline Airlines and Sawyer owns a bookshop in Dharma Airport, where life is never really boring. Especially when Frank owns the bar and two incapable terrorists leave around bombs that don't explode. Utter and absolute CRACK.

- None But The Brave (Jack/Boone, minor Sawyer/Cassidy and Desmond/Sayid, AU), NC17, around 19000 words
Jack is a lieutenant in the LAPD, Boone a recently recruited officer with a pretty serious crush on his boss.

- Deliver Me From Bypass Mode (Desmond/Charlie, cyber!Jack/Sawyer/Sayid), PG13 with some cybersex, 3322 words
Sequel to Networking. It's Desmond's turn to be sucked into the survivors' chatroom of doom. Ghosts show up and cybersex happens. Crack, of course.

- Bonnie Parker, Pleased To Meet You (Sawyer/Kate/Cassidy), hard R, 1816 words
“That’s some spirit. Well, well, depends. You decide. This here’s miss Cassidy Phillips. I’m Sawyer Ford. We rob banks.” ”What a coincidence. I’m… Bonnie Parker and this afternoon I robbed a bank, too.”

- We Three (Desmond/Penny/Sayid), hard R, 2246 words
Yes, Penny thinks, it’s insane.

- Surprises (Jack/Sawyer/Boone), NC17, 1060 words
The first surprise is finding out that the doc and Craphole Island’s prettiest resident are screwing.

- Dreams (Jack/Charlie/Sawyer), NC17, 1197 words
The only reason Charlie isn't freaking out is that this has to be a dream. Warning: tentacle sex. Won for best OT3 fic at lost_fic_awards, May 2008

- I Lost It (or four people who lost Boone Carlyle's heart and one who didn't) (Jack/Boone; Shannon/Boone, Boone/Charlie, Sawyer/Boone; Boone, Shannon, Charlie, Sawyer, Locke, Jack), R, 6474 words
It starts when Boone gets sick of lying and pretending he felt relieved when he never really did; two weeks after his hallucination, he goes to Jack and spills everything, from how they found the hatch to how he and Locke spend their days instead of hunting.



- The Ben Linus Trial (Ensemble), PG13, WIP
The inhabitants of Craphole Island sue Ben. Won Best Humorous Fic at lost_fic_awards, March 2008.
Part I, Part II

- There's a Story in Your Voice, Jack/Sawyer, overall R, claim for 10_quotes, WIP
Sawyer has to endure the consequences of a bad memory loss.
Part I, Part II, Part III, Part IV, Part V, Part VI, Part VII, Part VIII, Part IX, Part X

- I've Been Everywhere, sequel to I Ain't Got No Home, Jack/Sawyer eventually, also implied Jack/Sarah and Sawyer/Cassidy, then also Sawyer/Shannon, Sawyer/Kate, Charlie/Claire or sort of and Desmond/Penny, NC17 overall, 50000 words ca overall
Prologue, Buffalo Gals, So Long, It's Been Good To Know You, Brother, Can You Spare A Dime?, Dust Bowl Refugees, And They Laid Jesus Christ In His Grave, How Can A Poor Man Stand Such Times And Live?, Shenandoah, Have You Seen That Vigilante Man?, The Company Doctor>X, Reno, Nevada, Where Romance Blooms and Fades>XI, California is a garden of Eden, a paradise to live in or see, My Oklahoma Home, This Land Is Your Land. Won for best series at lost_fic_awards, February 2008. COMPLETED.



- I'll Work For Your Love (or Five Chick Flick Moments Sam and Dean had) (Dean/Sam), Nc17, 3464 words
coda to 'A Very Supernatural Christmas' with much mental rambling and some sex.

- And The Word Was God (Dean/Castiel), R, 2900 words
God doesn’t really care for most of the things you think He cares about. God cares about the bigger picture, Dean. And in His eyes, you are perfectly worthy of Him.

- Take This Soul And Make It Sing, fic-mix (Dean/Castiel), hard r, 13 tracks/5200 words

- Absolution (Dean/Castiel), PG13, 1012 words
“Bless me, for I have sinned,” he mouths, his voice barely a whisper, as he mirrors Castiel’s position and kneels in front of him, “it’s been… I’ve never confessed before”.

- God's Ways Are Mysterious And Ineffable (Or How The Prophet Chuck Learned It The Hard Way) (Chuck, Zachariah, implied Dean/Castiel), PG13, utter crack fic, 983 words
If Chuck Shirley (or better, the prophet Chuck, thank you very much) ever felt mocked by his own writing, well, this time is a winner.

- As You Are (Dean/Castiel), PG13, 1986 words
It's some pretty damned lame irony that he's supposed to stop the apocalypse in a place called fucking Valentine, but after all everything is lame irony lately.

- Zeppelin Rules (or five times Dean tried to teach Castiel about music) (Dean/Castiel, Sam), NC17, 2140 words
In which Dean tries to introduce Castiel to the joys of real music, not always succeeding, we find out that Castiel's music taste is pretty eclectic, Sam totally knows better and it's stated that nothing gets better than Led Zeppelin.

- A Job Well Done (Dean/Castiel, John, Uriel, Sam, Anna, Bobby, Jimmy, God, ensemble fic), PG13, utter crack, 2128 words
Things don't go exactly smooth at the reception of Dean and Castiel's bonding ceremony. Blame a reintegrated Uriel and a not-very-enthusiast John Winchester.

- Last Exit (Dean/Castiel), NC17, 1872 words
"Dean," he whispers again, and there's something desperate in Castiel's voice, so raw and small at the same time that Dean can only relent and turn to face him, and fuck if he can't hold on to a vow for more than a minute. As it is, they are definitely not done, and that just makes Dean want to scream.

- When One Plus One Makes Three (sort of Dean/Jimmy/Castiel), R, 810 words
Jimmy craves it because while with Amelia it always was the first case and never the second, what they have is everything he doesn't and won't probably have anymore, and they have it only because of him; knowing this makes him feel strange, almost dizzy, because while he's technically powerless, he really is not.

- Just Fair (Dean/Castiel, Dean/Jimmy), R, 1332 words
So this is how it goes. Dean gets laid each night by two different people who own the same body; and the weirdest thing is that it doesn't feel even remotely the same.

- Just Some Love (Dean/Castiel), PG, utter crack, 1812 words
That bastard son of a bitch of a ghost of a country singer had turned all of his collection into Keith Urban tapes.

- Four Times Dean Winchester Broke Something And One Time He Didn’t (Dean/Castiel), PG13, 3454 words
What the title says plus, how Castiel managed to fix everything somehow.

- He Loves You (and you know you should be glad) (Jimmy, Dean/Castiel), PG13, 3625 words
Where Jimmy can't really stand Castiel being miserable because he thinks his feelings for Dean are unrequited and takes the matter into his own hands.

- Jealousy, You Led Me On (or how Misha Collins wasn't really trouble at all) (CW/SPN RPS; Jared Padalecki/Jensen Ackles with Misha Collins being fundamental to the plot even if he doesn't really appear much), NC17, 2371 words
See, the problem is not Misha, is Jensen. Or well, okay, Jensen technically still isn’t the problem, but Jared can also get paranoid, when he wants to, and right now it’s the case.



- Staring Into An Abyss (The Dark Tower; Roland/Eddie), PG13, 1031 words
Then he just goes and asks Roland who he is one day, out of mere exasperation and feeling like his stomach has been turned inside out, and the answer is your destiny and it’s fucking terrifying.

- You First (The Body; Gordie/Chris), PG, 1209 words
It had been his idea to open the application answers together since they were bound to arrive more or less at the same time, even if a couple of days after we had agreed about it he had started to say it had been mine.



- Brokeback (faint Tim/Jason), PG, 386 words
He isn’t sure the position means anything but that handful of words does, it does so much, especially after all that happened what seems ages ago and what happened just now.



- Five Times James Sawyer Ford Never Met Matt Parkman [Lost/Heroes/sorta FNL crossover] (Sawyer, Matt, Matt/Mohinder, Sawyer/Tim Riggins), R, 3500 words
As the title says, five times in which Sawyer never met Matt.

- Roadhouse Blues [Lost/Supernatural crossover] (Dean/Boone), hard R, 3900 words
Dean Winchester doesn't do vacations and doesn't pick hitchhikers up. Usually.

- What If You Didn't Have To Be Dead? [Lost/Pushing Daisies crossover] (Jack/Boone, Ned/Chuck), PG13, 2370 words
But among the other forty-eight survivors, there was one who had pretty much kept to himself all of the time from the crash for a good reason, but who couldn't just ignore such a heartbreaking situation. The young man in question was called Ned, he baked pies for a living and could bring back dead people to life with a simple touch.

- Unchanging [Supernatural/Heroes crossover] (John Winchester/Adam Monroe), PG13, 517 words
His name was Adam and even if he had always considered their... well, their business either one of those crushes that comes one day and is gone the other or a way to avoid going definitely mad in that hell on earth, John had always remembered him clearly.

- Fire Of Unknown Origin [Lost/Supernatural crossover] (Jacob/Castiel), R, 1565 words
Castiel had told him to pay attention, it was, as humans sometimes said, like playing with fire; and Jacob had smiled his bright, angelic smile and said that if he got burned, it'd have just been fate.



- Ten sort of drabbles for a writing meme (all Lost) [Charlie/Claire, 2 Sawyer, Charlie, Jack/Sawyer, Des/Penny, Sayid, Juliet, Kate, Boone];
- Comment porn roundup;

And that's all.