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14 May 2009 @ 12:20 am
meme + other stuff but basically not really interesting post.  
1. Hi! Uhm, yeah, I hadn't done a real update in days. Shoot me. (Also, ficlets post later if I manage. Just a couple so no real spamming anyway).

2. Happy late birthday to alovelyfix! I hope you had a lovely one. ♥

3. Happy Lost finale day! I'm strangely not dreading it. And I'm not even that spoiled. I'm just sorry I don't know if someone's dying and who it is because I'd have rather known first but whatever. I'll deal.

4. Regarding the previous point and my icon, Vincent better show up tonight.

5. Kink list meme from toestastegood!

If you want to play, it works like this:
1. Visit the master list, select your favorite 100
2. Post your favorite 100 behind a cut in your LJ (or if you can’t pick 100, as many as you can without going over)
3. Your f-list’s job is to write you “comment pr0n” for your favorites. (No pressure to do this part, though you can rest assured I'll be delighted if you do.
-> what she said. Lost, Supernatural, Pushing Daisies, Heroes if set before the first half of S3, Stephen King stuff, any RPS you might suspect, you know what I like. ;) )

Not exactly in alphabetic order because I went through the list and then back up.

1. Abduction as seduction (beloved captives)
2. Adrenaline and crises (pre-, mid-, or post-crisis sex; speed-freaks or adrenaline junkies; near-death experiences; the shadow of impending death--hours, minutes, or moments; see also Situational engineering)
3. Age differences (e.g., older man/younger man pairing)
4. Amnesia
5. Anti-heroes (sympathetic villains; villains with principles; noble demons; enemies who keep their word)
6. Attention (singling someone out; treating someone specially in front of others; making a point of showing respect to or interest in someone who doesn't usually receive it; observing, studying, or analyzing someone to understand them)
7. AUs (alternate characterizations and situations; sex between alternates of one character or between different characters; alternates as catalysts for realization of desire; role reversal; darker mirror universe characters; mistaken identity)
8. Beards or stubble
9. Blindness (see Voyeurism and vision themes)
10. Bondage
11. Catalysts (e.g., character A shows interest in character B, which makes character C realize how hot B is; or other catalytic events bringing about such an epiphany)
12. Clothes fetishization (of any kind, e.g., uniforms; leather gear; worn blue jeans; thigh-highs; stilettos; leather jackets; tuxedos or GQ wear; constricting or modest clothes; boxer-briefs; going commando)
13. Conditioning (taming or breaking a character; training; brainwashing; Stockholm syndrome)
14. Courting and dating (courtship rituals; dating; blind dates; personal ads; traditional gestures such as flowers and chocolates; unusual gestures designed to win someone's attention; showing off or displaying prowess; rivals seeking a character's favor)
15. Cross-dressing (forced or voluntary; drag queens or transvestites; see also Gender themes)
16. Crying, sobbing (erotic and non-erotic)
17. Damsel in distress scenarios (danger and rescue; damsel character need not be female)
18. Domesticity (moving in together; nesting; shopping; building a family or meeting the family; getting a cat or dog; kidfic) [I love domesticity but not kids. ;) ]
19. Dystopias (apocalyptic or post-apocalyptic worlds; alien invasions; pandemics; computers take over; settings in Hell, or earth becomes Hell)
20. Emotional themes, emo-kink (angst; emotional damage; psychological trauma; guilt and shame; mental instability; abandonment or fear of same; characters who can't go home again; failure; insecurity) -> I cut a lot of stuff from the brackets because it was like, twenty different things.
21. Enemies working together
22. Feminine terms used for males (e.g., calling a man a bitch)
23. First times (first time between two individuals; losing virginity/cherry; first time doing a particular act; first time with a particular gender)
24. Food (feeding one's partner; romantic dinners; food as foreplay or flirting; food used during sex, such as whipped cream or chocolate)
25. Forbidden pleasures (love affairs or trysts; in general, wanting someone or something that's expressly forbidden)
26. Friendship sex or buddy-sex (fuck buddies)
27. Gentleness (tenderness; kindness; concern; gentle natures; characters who display sensitivity to fearful children, animals, the weak, etc; gentle responses at unexpected moments)
28. Happiness (startled joy; passionate gratitude; ecstasy; comfort; happy endings)
29. Heroic gestures
30. Humor as a mask (characters who hide pain behind humor)
31. Hurt/comfort (emotional and/or physical, including torture of all kinds and degrees, and any form of caretaking)
32. Intelligence (quick wit; street smarts; Machiavellian cleverness; Sherlock Holmesian deductive powers; geniuses; experts; criminal masterminds; see also Special powers and skills; Geeks and nebbishes)
33. Love and passion (falling in love; love at first sight; one true love; eternal love; unconditional love; star-crossed lovers; tempestuous passions) -> yes, I'm a sap.
34. Masquerade (a character pretends to be someone else, or something he's not)
35. Music (singing; playing an instrument such as guitar or piano; composers; rock stars or bands; groupies; song lyrics)
36. Neck fetishization (nape of the neck, throat, hickeys, etc)
37. Patience
38. Penance or reform
39. Physical imperfections (scars or burns; acne pits; heaviness; outsized features such as ears or nose; jolie-laide/ugly-beautiful characters)
40. Power issues
41. Preferential treatment (e.g., making a point of showing respect towards someone when no one else does; showing a soft side only to them)
42. Protectiveness
43. Public displays of affection, PDAs
44. Pushy bottom
45. Restraint (pinning someone down; pushing someone's arm up behind their back during sex; covering or clasping someone's hands to prevent movement)
46. Rogues (outlaws, highwaymen, mercenaries, pirates, gangsters, hitmen, etc; black sheep and royal bastards; Han Solo characters; tricksters; see also Violent and dark natures and Rough behavior)
47. Sandwich sexual position or chain fuck (threesome)
48. Scars or scarification
49. Schmoop
50. Secret admirers
51. Sensory overload or enhancement
52. Sex in public or semi-public places
53. Sex outdoors/outside (in a field; in a rainstorm; with snow falling; on the beach; in a graveyard; in an alley)
54. Sex with clothes still on or partly on
55. Sexual movements (back arching; hips lifting; thrusting back; writhing, jerking, bucking; clenching; grinding or rocking; trembling or shivering; hooking legs around shoulders; pressing someone's legs back toward the bed; riding someone's fingers)
56. Sharing (sharing a beer bottle, joint, or bucket of popcorn; loaning someone clothes; a character letting someone stay in their home; sharing confidences)
57. Shower sex
58. Sleep and bedding themes (sharing a bed by necessity, such as in a hotel with only one room left; sharing a sleeping bag for warmth; sex while drowsy or sleeping; morning wake-up sex, falling asleep against someone's shoulder; watching someone sleep; dreams; nightmares; dream lovers)
59. Slow and/or prolonged sex
60. Spooning
61. Talking and communication issues (dirty talk or verbal seduction; sweet talking; reciting poetry; talking someone to orgasm; talking during sex; pillow talk; speech becoming broken as one is aroused or upset)
62. Threesomes (M/F/M, M/M/M, etc)
63. Topping from the bottom
64. Touching (stroking and caressing; cuddling or nuzzling; huddling for warmth; hugging; holding hands in public; touching as UST; brief brushes of contact either deliberate or accidental; thighs brushing under a table; someone gripping a wounded character's hand)
65. Trapped or stranded together
66. Trust and vows
67. Undressing
68. Urgency for sex
69. UST
70. Virgins or inexperienced partners
71. Voyeurism and vision themes (character A secretly watches B and C have sex; character A is forced to watch B and C have sex; character A watches character B perform/masturbate; viewing one's beloved in general; eye contact, especially as flirting; closing eyes as a trust gesture; character A feeling that character B truly sees him, when no one else does; temporary or permanent blindness; gazes as objectification)
72. Well-fucked
73. Western scenarios and fetishization (cowboy gear; campfire and trail scenes; horses; gunslingers, lawmen, card sharps, etc; train robberies and bank hold-ups; posses; saloon brawls)
74. Wish-fulfillment
75. Wings (wingfic)
76. Witnesses
77. Worry
78. Writing
79. Surprises
80. Striptease
81. Smarm (intense friendship with physical closeness but no actual sex)
82. Situational engineering (the conscious or unconscious manufacture of events that give an emotional or sexual pay-off which can't be otherwise achieved; in particular, perilous situations; for example, character A puts himself in danger in order to receive fussy attention from character B; pay-off can be simply seeing someone, or hurt/comfort touching, intimacy, adrenaline sex, etc)
83. Silence
84. Pillow biting
85. Names and address (endearments; nicknames; terms that assert power; insulting terms that may hide some affection)
86. Mirrors
87. Medical scenarios and fetishization
88. Masks
89. Make-up sex or reunions
90. Make-up and/or nail polish on men (see also Gender themes)
91. Kissing, necking
92. Intoxication
93. Intimacy
94. Hot spots (a special spot that make someone crazy when stimulated, such as the vampire spot on the neck, the backs of the knees, the inner arms, navel, or earlobes)
95. Grunge (dirty and sweaty, needing a shower; actual mud/dirt elements in a sex scene)
96. Fetishes for objects not listed elsewhere (shoes, cigarettes, lipstick, coffee cups, eyeglasses, motorcycles, canes, etc)
97. Exposure (with or without eroticism; feeling physically exposed, such as with legs open; a woman's shirt being opened to expose her breasts; characters being forced to undress in public; someone opening a door on people having sex)
98. Discomfort during sex (rough edge of a table as counterpoint to pleasure; cold stone versus hot flesh; position is uncomfortable at first but then becomes perfect; penetration is painful, then pleasurable)
99. Cyber themes (cybersex; virtual reality scenarios; e-mail/chatroom interaction, including secret admirer scenarios)
100. Breath (as a caress; hitching or ragged; indrawn breath or gasps; sighs)

6. Also, I've been listening to the Beatles' White Album only for one week. And I still didn't get the urge to change record. *feels weird*

7. And I'm sure I had more interesting things to say but I think I forgot them. Also, if someone wants to take the last three letters for the alphabet meme, I'm game. For everyone who still didn't get their ficlet, it's coming soon, I think I'll be done within the week.

8. Also, I know I'm behind with reading fic everywhere. I'll probably catch up big time this weekend. *sigh* why don't days have thirty-six hours? Anyyway, guess that's all for now. See you tomorrow and good Lost finale, you who can watch it as it airs!
feeling: soresore
on rotation: julia - beatles
Claire: Lost - Jack is the real leaderinluv4evr on May 13th, 2009 10:30 pm (UTC)
Oh yeah, listening to the Beatles NEVER gets old! Especially The White Album since it's so versatile.

LOOOOOOOOOOST!!!! I can't believe the finale's tonight and we have to wait ANOTHER NINE MONTHS WTF. And I'm not too spoiled either, thankfully! I love reading spoilers but I hate watching the episodes knowing what will happen. :/
the female ghost of tom joad: loljanie_tangerine on May 13th, 2009 11:02 pm (UTC)
I so love it! And I just can't put it down.

I MEAN, WTH really. I can't believe it either, it went by so fast! And yeah. Nine months is... arrgh. *hates it* about the spoilers, I just want to know who's dying if someone is dying. I deal better with it if I know before, but I guess tomorrow I'll just be in for the ride. ;)
missy_useless: juliemissy_useless on May 13th, 2009 10:41 pm (UTC)
Oh god. I don't think I've ever dreaded a Lost finale as much as this one (but that's probably because I'm quite certain that they will kill my favourite character - gah - I can't stand this - I need spoilers! now!). :/

Looking forward to reading your ficlets. And ooh, that kink list meme looks like fun, but I still owe too many people (including you) too many drabbles/ficlets/fics for the alphabet meme, so I'll probably have to pass on this one. *sniffs*
the female ghost of tom joad: lost julietjanie_tangerine on May 13th, 2009 11:00 pm (UTC)
Aw, we can wait. ;) ♥ I know it'll be worth it. ;)

See, my favorite character died already and Charlie is dead and I'm spoiled for good about another person I don't want to die who seemingly isn't dying so I just am relatively calm. I mean, the advantages of dreadful stuff *sigh*. And I hope as hell they don't off her :(( I don't have any specific spoiler sadly but at this point I guess it's tomorrow. I can't dig for spoilers at one AM I guess. Let's hope. ♥ ♥
Shonatoestastegood on May 13th, 2009 11:02 pm (UTC)
I'm so totally numb to the Lost finale. I think Lost's broke my spirit by this point, to be honest! Nothing they do can ever be as bad as killing Charlie so I'm not fussed any more. Quite excited about the finale, to be honest!

Ooooh, kink list! -picks a random number-
the female ghost of tom joad: lost boone/charliejanie_tangerine on May 13th, 2009 11:04 pm (UTC)
*g* What I'll do with your kink list. ;) ;)

Ah, I'm with you. I mean, they killed Boone already, they killed Charlie too, I know for sure that 2/3 of my current favorites aren't dying so sincerely, I'll just go along with it. They can't do worse than that, right? ;) *bonds over favorite characters being dead already*
elliotsmelliotelliotsmelliot on May 13th, 2009 11:19 pm (UTC)
The White Album is so different. It took a while to grow on me.

I'll have to come back to your kink list later and pick something to write for it. I'm guessing barefoot is on the list somewhere!

Ditto for Vincent sighting love!
the female ghost of tom joad: tangerinesjanie_tangerine on May 14th, 2009 08:38 am (UTC)
Ha, no, barefoot isn't there because it wasn't in the master list but there's the physical kink where I guess feet would work. ;) ;) ♥

I kinda love it, but yeah, it's different. I can't turn it off though.

And I'm seeing it in ten minutes. Vincent better be there!
valhalla37valhalla37 on May 13th, 2009 11:41 pm (UTC)
4. Serious. I need some Vincent back in my life.

6. Such a great record -- no judgement here! ;P

Also, I can't wait to check out your newest ficlets ... it's getting a little close to LOST-time, but I look forward to reading tomorrow!
the female ghost of tom joad: lost crackjanie_tangerine on May 14th, 2009 08:41 am (UTC)
4. YES. That. I need some, too!

6. Ha, it's awesome. I just don't know why I started obsessing over it also because it's not like I hadn't heard it before, but who cares, it's good music. ;)

And thanks! Surely #1 will get completely AU by the finale time but whatever. ;) ♥
Fangirlage like WHOA.: BEATLES // 4 - Redhopelessfangirl on May 14th, 2009 12:42 am (UTC)
"Also, I've been listening to the Beatles' White Album only for one week. And I still didn't get the urge to change record. *feels weird*"

That's cause The White Album has A.D.D., so it's impossible to get sick of it. That is also why it's awesome. =D ♥
the female ghost of tom joad: music whorejanie_tangerine on May 14th, 2009 08:42 am (UTC)
LOL, you're so right! I just can't turn it off. IDK why since I loved it already but... ah well. I'll just keep on listening to it, lol. ♥
inthekeyofd: Foxy-leather-mediocrechickinthekeyofd on May 14th, 2009 02:10 am (UTC)
I have to do that meme.

I'm sure that Vincent will be there, they throw everyone and everything in the finales.
the female ghost of tom joad: porn!janie_tangerine on May 14th, 2009 08:42 am (UTC)
DO IT! ;)

And yeah, he has to be there. I miss Vincent!
Shona: lost - charlietoestastegood on May 14th, 2009 02:49 am (UTC)
Boone/Charlie, kink 33 plus a bunch of others for good measure: 1/2
It takes Charlie fifteen days from the crash to work out that he's quite possibly in love in love with Boone Carlyle. It's also on the fifteenth day that he realises what a bad, bad situation that is.


It starts, you see, when they decide to share a tent. 'They decide' is possibly being too charitable: Shannon kicks Boone out at some ungodly hour in the morning, and because Charlie's not the sort of bloke to let a man get eaten by a groaning, creaking monster in the jungle – which, he thinks, is quite probably some kind of omnivorous, polar bear related dinosaur – Charlie invites him into his makeshift tent for the night. One night becomes two and then Charlie realises that he quite likes having Boone around anyway. He's got a tongue sharp as a razor blade but beneath the snark he's a nice guy, alright?

He wakes up on the third night of Boone sleeping in his tent with Boone's head resting against his shoulder instead of on his pillow. There's the tiniest hint of drool and that really should not be quite so adorable, should it? It should be gross, but Charlie smiles all the same and he doesn't shove Boone away.

"You're such a dork," Boone snorts at him when the morning comes and they're cuddled together.

"You and me both, mate," Charlie says. "You were the one snuggling up to me - not the other way around."

"Tell Shannon about that and I'll-"

"Don't worry; my lips are sealed." Charlie smirks at the pretty pink tinge to Boone's cheeks. He isn't ready to stir from bed quite yet.


The second sign that he is in serious danger of falling for Boone is that it nearly breaks his heart when he finds him crying.

It is one week after the crash and Boone is crouched by the shore. He looks normal at first; he's staring out to sea but that's pretty normal here. Everyone seems intent on behaving like an angsting teenager and Charlie isn't one to complain. As long as his supply of drugs doesn't run out he's happy enough to let everyone else do their own thing.

When he sits down beside Boone, however, it's clear that this isn't your bog-standard angst-fest: there are tears, for a start. Not a lot, but there have been enough to leave tracks down Boone's face and his eyes are red-rimmed. He sniffs powerfully when Charlie's eyes widen.

"Bloody hell," Charlie breathes. "Are you alright?"

"I'm fine," Boone snaps, but he relents a moment later. "It's just Shannon being Shannon."

That there, that is enough to make Charlie's blood boil; it makes him want to go and pick a fight even though he's pretty sure a girl like Shannon could kick his ass – kick all their arses, for that matter – without breaking a nail. He takes the safer option, putting his arm around Boone's shoulders and whispering promises into his ear: it's alright, Boone, I swear: it'll be alright.

And it will; it definitely will.

He's going to make sure of that.


This is dangerous. Charlie's perfectly aware of the hazards of falling for someone while stranded on a desert fucking island. All of his previous relationships have crashed and burned rather spectacularly and the best thing that can be said about them is that after they'd ended they had ended. He never saw any of them again.

That's not going to be the case here. If it goes wrong, he's stuck with the consequences and that's a bloody scary prospect, but it's not enough to make him hold his tongue.

"Boone?" he says. "I think I'm falling for you. Big style."

The words are rushed out and they don't sound quite right because that sounded a lot cooler in his head.

Doesn't exactly have the desired effect either. Sitting on his side of the tent – though by this point there's very little divide between where they sleep – Boone looks at him for a few blinking moments before he gets up and leaves, walking into the darkened camp without a word.
Shona: lost - sayid + charlie (squeeeeee)toestastegood on May 14th, 2009 02:49 am (UTC)
Re: Boone/Charlie, kink 33 plus a bunch of others for good measure: 2/2
"Bollocks," Charlie mutters, flopping against his pillow and wishing that he could learn to time travel and take those words back.


But it's later that night, after Charlie has been dozing fitfully for a couple of hours, that Boone slips in beside him again. His hands are cold as they reach beneath the covers for Charlie and when he nuzzles against Charlie's neck his nose is freezing as well. How someone can be so cold on a tropical island is a bloody mystery to Charlie but it isn't the first thing on his mind right now, not by far.

He's about to start asking questions – where the hell have you been? being the first on his long list – but Boone silences him with the press of his mouth. All questions fade on Charlie's lips and he grips onto the front of Boone's t-shirt instead, determinedly dragging him closer. Boone's leg hooks over Charlie's hip and Charlie allows Boone to roll him onto his back; the weight of Boone on top of him is a comfort that Charlie hadn't truly expected to be allowed, not ever, not after the utter screw-up that happened earlier that evening.

Boone kisses like someone who knows what he's doing but it's not in a way that makes Charlie think of him as a whore: it's not in the sloppy and desperate way that the groupies used to kiss. It's passionate but it's delicate. It's Boone.

Boone nips at his bottom lip with surprisingly sharp teeth, and when he whispers, "Sorry I left," Charlie really has no choice but to forgive him right away.

Awkwardly, Boone looks down at him now that he has him on his back, and in the dusky light of the early morning Charlie recognises that look: it's the look of someone who isn't quite sure what they're doing. Charlie would've pegged Boone as someone with a fair bit of experience with the same sex between the sheets, but maybe all this time it's been a case of look-don't-touch. Maybe Boone has watched and wanted but been unable to act, and Charlie's got to admit that that pretty much turns him the hell on.

"Here," he mutters, shuffling them around until it feels right, Boone's leg between his own. With questing hands and panting breath they explore and run against each other through their clothes. Boone's hand manages to make it beneath Charlie's t-shirt, fingers still cold, and as he thrusts down against Charlie he manages to find just the right kind of friction to make Charlie moan.

He can't see Boone properly, the dim light making it difficult, but what he does see makes him want to pinch himself. The highlights of Boone's features are picked out by the pale light and he looks unreal, too good; Charlie knows for certain that people like that don't end up with people like him. That just isn't the way the world works.

And yet – apparently – it is, because Boone is here, moaning like a fallen angel on top of him. Charlie thinks that this is the most convincing evidence he's seen so far to prove that this island belongs in science fiction. When Boone thrusts down just right, Charlie's head falls back against his uncomfortable pillow. His hips push up hard against Boone, chasing that pleasure, and his breath falters in his chest as he finally comes, clinging on tightly to the back of Boone's t-shirt as he does so. Doesn't take Boone much longer either, his breath ragged and loud, and Charlie watches him through lazy, sated eyes as Boone's open mouth groans and his movements still. They're both sticky and uncomfortable inside their pants but Charlie can't bring himself to even thinking about moving.

Boone collapses from on top of him and with one toned arm tugs Charlie towards him. Charlie is allowed to rest his head against Boone's shoulder this time – though he takes care not to drool – and he's already half-way asleep by the time he hears Boone murmuring thoughtfully, "I think I'm falling for you too."
So Far Gone, She's Off The Map: spotlight rogeranewdaysjourney on May 14th, 2009 03:45 am (UTC)
You know that list has left me all hot and bothered, don't you?

My God, the number of things I've written, and there are so many I still haven't! Gah! Must work on that!
the female ghost of tom joad: porn!janie_tangerine on May 14th, 2009 12:50 pm (UTC)
Heeee, I like my kinks. Go try the others!! ;)
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lover all alone: SPN: Dean/Castiel redinvisiblelove on May 14th, 2009 04:29 am (UTC)
WOO! Just added your last three letters :) If others still want to give prompts, just toss a couple of mine ;)

I know I'm behind with reading fic everywhere. I'll probably catch up big time this weekend. *sigh* why don't days have thirty-six hours?

And I may definitely have to write you some porny Dean/Cas wing drabble-age...
the female ghost of tom joad: supernatural dean/castieljanie_tangerine on May 14th, 2009 12:51 pm (UTC)

And ha, I'll be over your prompts like ice cream or something. I loved them all!! And don't worry, I'm not tossing anything. They are delicious prompts!

And yeah. We need another twelve hours.
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siluria: Lost_Boonesiluria on May 15th, 2009 03:54 pm (UTC)
I have the White Album too.... in fact I have a full set, so if you need anything let me know :)

And that kink list is huge!!!!! I may go have happy thoughts for a while.... ;)
the female ghost of tom joad: lost boone ---> XQ________janie_tangerine on May 16th, 2009 01:24 pm (UTC)
LOL, I actually was done at 80 but then I figured I'd try to fill it all. The original list is way longer.

Oh, the White Album is so good. It's actually one of the, like, five Beatles records I own because I barely manage to find them on discount, but that one, I had to have.