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12 November 2009 @ 01:34 am
fic, Supernatural: Doubt Not For Me (sorta Dean/Castiel), for deancas100  
Because while I write stuff which I have a deadline for I end up trying to write drabbles. :/ And I shouldn't be up at one AM, but I apparently am and that's what comes out.

Title: Doubt Not For Me
Rating: PG
Pairing: past!Dean/future!Castiel
Words: 100
Summary: He doesn’t flinch when Cas’ grip tightens.
Spoilers: for 5x04.
Disclaimer: pfff, not mine.
A/N: title from the same Flogging Molly song I steal for past!Dean/future!Castiel fics. And, I haven't written a drabble in ages and I'm obsessed with 5x04. That'd be it.

They stop the car; Cas lays his hand, palm upward, on the gear shift.

(A pill falls down.)

“Could... could you? For a minute?” he asks; Dean doesn’t get it. Cas turns and he looks like a man who knows he’s going to die very soon; and Dean gets it.

“Yeah,” he whispers, his voice choked. He interlaces his fingers with Cas’, carefully, his palm meeting warm, rough skin; wrong, he thinks.

(He doesn’t flinch when Cas’ grip tightens; rather, he reciprocates it, his thumb brushing Cas’ knuckle.)

I swear I’ll fix this is all he hopes his gestures say.

End
 
 
feeling: indescribableindescribable
 
 
 
adictd2life on November 12th, 2009 12:57 am (UTC)
oh god so painful. And so beautiful.
the female ghost of tom joad: supernatural future!cas ;___;janie_tangerine on November 12th, 2009 12:09 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much, glad you liked it!
fullonswayzeed on November 12th, 2009 01:04 am (UTC)
This is really heartwrenching. I love it. ♥
the female ghost of tom joad: supernatural dean/castieljanie_tangerine on November 12th, 2009 12:09 pm (UTC)
Aw, thank you so much! ♥ I'm so glad that you did.
Cordelia Delayne: holy tax accountantcordeliadelayne on November 12th, 2009 02:18 am (UTC)
Oh, *sniffle*, so lovely.
the female ghost of tom joad: supernatural castiel is a bamfjanie_tangerine on November 12th, 2009 12:21 pm (UTC)
*hands tissue* thank you!
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the female ghost of tom joad: supernatural + nick cave = otpjanie_tangerine on November 12th, 2009 12:22 pm (UTC)
Aw, thank you so much! Those two make me cry. ;_; *hands tissue* <3
thandie: dean&cas lakethandie on November 12th, 2009 11:09 am (UTC)
Oh god, this is heartbreaking.
the female ghost of tom joad: supernatural dean/cas <3janie_tangerine on November 12th, 2009 12:23 pm (UTC)
:( it's that episode, you can't avoid it. Thank you! <3
Lou: spn - castiel deangottalovev on November 12th, 2009 11:10 pm (UTC)
oh! wow, that does hurt. man, the angst in this verse. will tackle it soon, but I'm such a sap, might try to make it better a bit like your Dean *shakes head at us fools*
the female ghost of tom joad: supernatural dean/cas ANGSTjanie_tangerine on November 13th, 2009 12:47 pm (UTC)
Aw, thank you so much! And good luck with that, the angst in that verse is something fierce. I'd do like p!Dean too really. Or I'd try it anyway. ;)
bold_seer: cas and deanbold_seer on November 13th, 2009 08:17 pm (UTC)
I'm not sure if I want to be comment number 13 today, but as I, too, am obsessed with 5x04...

his palm meeting warm, rough skin; wrong, he thinks.

Love it, even though it makes me go all :(

the female ghost of tom joad: supernatural dean/cas ANGSTjanie_tangerine on November 13th, 2009 08:36 pm (UTC)
Ooops. Well if I hadn't answered all the others already you'd be number seven, let's just count that? ;)

And aww, thank you! Those two in that timeline are just :((((
lover all aloneinvisiblelove on November 15th, 2009 08:18 pm (UTC)
GAAAAH my heart D: future!Cas just destroys me *huggles him*

This was beautifully sad <33
the female ghost of tom joad: supernatural + nick cave = otpjanie_tangerine on November 15th, 2009 10:26 pm (UTC)
f!Cas DESTROYS me too. How can people say that him smoking weed was fun, it was just... :((( anyway, thank you so much!! <33333
bullet to the beast: [SPN] future cas/deanthevinegarworks on November 18th, 2009 06:16 am (UTC)
Oh god how did I not know about this until now.

Pain. Paaaaaaain, but so, so good.
the female ghost of tom joad: supernatural dean/cas ANGSTjanie_tangerine on November 18th, 2009 12:25 pm (UTC)
Well, now you do. ;) Seriously, thank you so much. And yeah. F!Cas = PAAAIN. Indeed. :(